When I was 19-20 I fell in love with a girl that ghosted me, fucked me up really bad but I was ashamed and never talked about it, so it festered and kept me back. Kept working as automation technician, then found a better job just like that when I was 26-27. Had a breakdown when I started integrating my various childhood and teenage traumas, was dating a nice English teacher lady, but I started raging at her because I was and unaware mentally ill idiot so she dumped my ass. Then a girl from fucking Ecuador, same day I lost the teacher, tells me hi on Facebook and wants to know me. Been married for 3 years now, lived 2 in Ecuador, and since December the 31st we've been in Romania working. We're working on ourselves as well and I'm starting to get the hang of this serious adulting thing. Working from home as tech support for T-Mobile in the US and I actually miss doing cabling, but this shit pays well so oh well.
Also, doing high-school, should be done in a couple of years.